Let’s play a fun game called “we’re just friends but I’d fuck you if you asked”
Happy 4/20 from lovesexandthc! :)
someone asked earlier what tattoo artists practice on before human skin.
here is a tattooed banana, one of the options.
To the cunt who decided to copy my last text post onto her Facebook, fuck you. That’s a very personal matter that I have been struggling with on a very deep level. Fuck even the idea that it’s somehow okay to repost that anywhere, especially if you’re trying to use it to define yourself. Your life is completely different than mine, use your own thoughts to depict your emotions.
This is going to be a book of a post so if it concerns you and you want to read it, take your time.
I know I’m difficult to be friends with. Trust me, no one knows how hard it is to deal me better than I do. I can come off just as easily as an arrogant, stubborn, prick as I can the opposite. I push people away and put distance between people for what seems to be no reason.
I forget most of the time that not everyone is going to hurt or manipulate me. I forget that there are people who genuinely care for me. And I forget that I can’t undo a decade and a half of damage; that I can’t just remove the decade and a half of repressed pain and anger that sits in me like an ocean.
I forget all of this most of the time and I run from everyone and everything because it’s easier for me to cope when I’m utterly alone than it is to face my demons and function socially. I have a slew of serious issues with depression, anxiety, ptsd, and a childhood full of trauma that I’m constantly trying to deal with beneath the surface of every day life. Sometimes I become overwhelmed with the emotions surrounding all of this and I shut down emotionally. Which is why I mysteriously cancel plans or just seem to disappear for a while.
I know that my past is not an excuse for my present and future behavior, but it’s a reason. One that I feel might provide perspective and understanding to those who care. I’m not asking for pity, sympathy or even extra patience in dealing with me. I know that I can’t handle myself most days and it’s not fair to ask anyone else to. But if you choose to, here’s an answer as to why I am the way I am. And I’m sorry if you have been hurt because of the way I am, I know there’s a lot of you.
Iceland Waterfall (by Seven Block).
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Master of the Nets Garden / Suzhou, China
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